Grrr....

HAHAHA! okay, seriously, i was struck by a 'lightning', i mean not that real lightning, just some example or whatever they call it. haha. i'm CRAZY right now! because....

• i am totally bored to death
• i keep on rewind and rewind and rewind the same songs, but i LOVE them! haha
• my internet connection is so freaking bad right now
• searched to watch personal taste or personal preference online(besides mysoju), but i can't find any
• everyday i have to follow my mom to search for my brother's wedding, like EVERYDAY! and all of the things are just for him. him only! i want mine too, damn.. grr.
• my AK didn't come online since christmas, i miss him like crazy! baby, where are u? :(
• writing my story every night, hope to finish it soon
• things are going bad and busy in house right now
• my parents don't allow me to go to stay at my sister's place at UK for vacation. wth? i want to go there! i'm bored here. arghh.
• more? yeah, totally a lot more things that are making me crazy.

when will i have a NORMAL life back? i miss my high school days. i miss my friends, i miss my teachers, i miss my desk, i miss my class, i miss the lab, i miss EVERYTHING about my school :( can i go back to school?.....