I Miss My Life

i miss my old life.
i miss the time when i was a little kid.
i miss the attention that i got from my family.
i miss the playing around, running around, catching my friends.
i miss the time when my mom combs my hair.
i miss the time when my dad hugs me.
i miss the time when my kindergartens teacher teach me abc's
i miss the time when i got to play with my brothers n sister.
i miss the time when i got to know how things work.
i miss the time when my mom calls me 'ayang'.
i miss the time when we all sit together.
i miss the time when i was in primary school.
i miss the time when i got to know new friends.
i miss the time when i played 'ting-ting' with my friends.
i miss the time when i got the chance to talk in front of everyone.
i miss the time when i shared my secrets with my BFFs.
i miss the time when i felt how it feels to be cared.
i miss the time when we were happy.
i miss the time when i got to share my lunch with my friends.
i miss the time when me and my friends gossiping.
i miss the time when me and my friends set up plans how to get the boy we want
i miss the time when i actually falling in love.
i miss the time when i was in high school.
i miss the time when me and my family went somewhere with happiness.
i miss the time when i don't feel sad, blur, and heartless.
i miss the time when Fathiah, Nana n I were hanging out.
i miss the time when i just be myself and not worried of anything.
i miss the time when i was happy.
i miss the time when all of these happened.
i miss so many other things, it's a long list.

i just wished that i could turn back time and do all of these things again.
but i know, it's impossible right? i just have to live my life.

what do you miss the most? think back and answer it yourself.
sometimes its just ourselves who thinks that our life is miserable.
but think again, there are other people in this world are suffering much more than us.

yes, so even though we misses somethings that might not happen again, try to do better things. who knows, maybe your future is much better than your past? :)

-kuSHERA-